"God tie an invisible string around the ankles of men and women who are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other"
I would really wish that the above quote is true ... but the thing is when would that person appear? what if we choose the wrong guy. I mean the thread get entangled and we are connected to the wrong person.. Then what if the thread is too thin that even we fail to see it ....
So much Question just appear in my head...
I think the only thing I can do now is just leave everything to God's hand so that he can just lead me to the correct path and make sure the thread is fine :D...
Some goes to all of the people...
Frankly speaking .. until up to today I don't have my first love yet.. and i'm sixteen ..hahahaha
However, I believe it's coming .. :D
Second Fact
Okay ... let see...
someone close to you ...
Who it seems to be there for you for whatever the circumstances...
Then so .. you would just keep talking to her ... but the fact is that .. she does not even listen to what you are saying.. and give the PRETENDING smile...
I hate the fact that she ALWAYS and ALWAYS pretend to smile and thus people thought she is so cheerful lyk an angel ...
Secondly.. last tym I was so called awaken by the fact that I'm not that caring to my friend.. and so again .. I change myself.. to a better one ..
However, my friend take the care for granted.. and no is her turn be like the past of me ..
LAST FACT
I have a friend that I met during my early Secondary years
Okay .. so I only realise recently that he is the only one that everytime listen to my madness and stress and gave a useful advice...
Yeah .. so my room mate was asking me .. do you like him?
I mean lets be frank..
anyone would just treasure such relationship ryt ...
So I am happy enough that the fact he is my friend and always be there for me ..
I guess these fact can also be a learning to all of the people who is reading it hahaha ...
I mean I'm just sharing what I have gone throught lately and recently hahaha...
Thanks for reading :)
"Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you" Colossians 3:13
Love Jesslyn
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Hahaha...
everyone say .. I never update my blog...
when I did...
yeah I mean I did update like 3 months once? hahahahaha
Ok.. What's going on lately is truly a miracle..
Suddenly my life is so planned..
Of course it's not planned by me neither do my parent...
it's by GOD...
[LAST WEEK]
Story :
Last week I went to a bible camp .. where I felt the pressence of GOD in my life...
the day before the "it" day in the bible camp..
my mom called me
She was saying " Hey, there is a more than 50% possibility I can get into Santa Monica College"
[ background story: I wanted to go to Santa Monica College ,CA for next year. However, I just know like early this year that Santa Monica do not accept student under the age of 16. So I was very sad and then I desperately looking for another college that is around LA area.]
back to the story... ya...
and she also said that she already made an appointment for me to meet the agent...
So I was so shock to know it ..
I mean don't you all see.. God is SUPER DUPER COOL?
He knows what I want...
[THIS WEEK]
Monday:
Monday, I was super duper tired after back from my bible camp. So as usual.. I skip school hahahahaha....
Tuesday: I went back from school super late.... It was all because of the so called English ATP...
but the ATP is so funny... It's a drama lesson ... weird huh? Okay so it is just for Foreigner... I mean ... its a once in a life time chance that Newtown Sec are willing to pay for something for foreigner [ I'm not condemning the school for being foreignerist okay.. :) ]
So yeah... the drama was quite fun ... we also planned a plot for the next day performance in front of the video cam...
hahahah ... so yeah my tuition is canceled .. hahaha so happy :)
Wednesday: I went to school carrying all my props... hahaha yeah it's super heavy but I was so eager for the drama...
However after halfaway taking the video .. some senses come into my brain...
I am a maid in the drama.. and I don't get to say a line at all.. so I was so pissed .. super pissed indeed.
Then I went back home with a gloomy face..
I don't feel like talking to anyone until I arrived at home. I talk about it with M .. hahaha
yeah she also had nothing to say .. but at least I felt more at ease :)...
hahahaha
Thursday: OKAY that day was the biggest and Happiest day throughout the week... I mean all the foreigner went to Sentosa together and get to skip few lessons. hahahahaha... despite Mrs Chia's scolding :)....
Sentosa became colourful for once.... all of them was so fun . Especially with the pressence of K .. hahahahaha :) ...
I think that day will be my most memorable day of this year :) ... I took quite a lot of photo that day too .. all is in facebook uploaded and tagged.. hahahahah...
Friday: It WAS enjoyable day. Despite being the last day of school, Mr Chan was not in school and we play game during English class. hahahahaha... However, I have my tution after school :(...
At night ... the hostel's guardian cooked for all of us .. a super delicious chilli crab and black pepper prawn .. It was awesome... :).. Then I was also sitting opposite A .. which make the food double delicious ahahahaha...
that's not it ... we also went to Clarke Quay after dinner... we walk around Clarke Quay a few round taking photo ... the scenery was beautiful...
I went for my first super extreme ride too... Gmax? I don't know how to spell .. hahahah
It was cool ... although I shout as if i was going to be slaughtered hahahaha...
HOWEVER... my heart was not totally at ease because I missed church :( .. today too...
I will be making it all up on SUNDAY...
TODAY:
I'm going to watch Night At the Museum 2 later at night .. hahahaha :) ..
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND ALL :) ...
[I updated my blog and it's long ] hahahaha
Hey guys!
thanks for the support and etc...
I really blind that I can't see that I had great friend who I can share everything to....
You guys are really great! :)
DECEMBER MEMORIES:
This year end of year Holiday is really something that I can't forget and
the holiday that I learn alot of new things. This holiday I also learn about lots of thing about God through a great son of God [ Max]. He really tell me a lot about God and he encourage me to chase after God. Another person is Ce Yenny, She is great! I Love her LOTS.. She really support me to look for GOD whenever I'm in trouble..
to be frank I was in my hard time when first I came to Surabaya for Holiday but after I attended the great Medical Mission with Narrow Gate Fellowship. My relation with God get closer.. since I met Max in Medical Mission and Ce Yenny was the one who brought me to Medical Mission. Now, I really hope that God could use me to bring more soul to Him... GOD IS REALLY GREAT! He made me smile everyday to live in him is the thing that I LOVE MOST!
DECEMBER MEMORIES [ INDO VER]:
Liburan tahun ini adalah liburan yang terindah yang pernah ak jalani. Di liburan tahun ini ak belajar banyak hal baru.Liburan ini juga ak belajar lebih tentang Tuhan yang sgt menyayangi ak. Ak jg sgt berterima kasih kpd Tuhan karena dia telah mengirimkan anaknya untuk memberitakan tentang dirinya .Orang itu sungguh" tlah memeberi tahu banyak tentang Tuhan dan menuntun Q . Ak jg seneng bgt bisa di pertemukan dgn Narrow Gate Fellowship dri Medical Mission. Mereka sungguh dahsyat.. krna mereka sungguh" tlah di pake oleh Tuhan untuk membantu org org di skitar mrk... TUHAN ITU HEBAT BANGET xD!! Dy membuat Q senyum tiap hari .. ak sgt seneng bangett bisa tinggal di dalamnya .. krna tinggal di dlmnya penuh sukacita :)
LOVE Jesslyn
My name is obvious stated above. HAHAHAHAHAHA
God told me that He is going to guide me to be a better person and cure me from my sickness.
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