Firstly, My LIFE now is totally messed up by all the unsolved problem that become a mountain on my brain. Nowadays, i keep forgetting things. Will this remain forever? WHAT should I do ? Next week I'm going to face the reality that is hard to face. The things now is getting harder to accept. I hope the past is coming back. I miss those sweet memories and the unity that i have last time. Time can't turn back :( ... today last day of school and I feel so free. Happy? Not so .. because I'm going to get haunted by the past that may hurt me. I'm not EMO ==" ... all is true ..
My friend had back stabbed me too ... I'm really doesn't know where am I now... My teacher comment in my report book: "Jesslyn tend to be in her own world during lesson and she need to be more focus on the lesson" <--- wad these mean?
None if the people me care about this .. and i feel really dissapointed
maybe is because the FAKE smile [NOT EMO]
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- JeZz -